Malaysia truely MY ASS!!

Well, Malaysia isn't the way I expected it to be :(
Everyone said that I'll have fun except one person, and that person was right...
It's either Malaysia is stupid or I go to the wrong places, I can't find the CDs n DVDs I want
FUCK MALAYSIA, I hope it burns... lamman arja3 Jeddah inshalla
And just to make my trip more sucky... my dad and brother are always makin' fun of everything I do, HEY I like going out alone, why the fuck do you care???
I like going out alone without knowing where I'm going and just do whatever the hell I want!!

And right now, I sitting in a lounge in the hotel lobby for the free wireless :P and they have this ragga9a (Egyptian dancer) that is very stupid and everyone is staring at her (even the staff) How do Malaysians like this kind of thing :S:S w msha'3ileen Egyptian music... I want to throw up
w fee Linkin Park fil TV bas ma76oo6 mute :(

Bored as hell, I need someone to talk to :(

UPDATE AFTER A FEW SECONDS!!!
the dancer is sitting next to me and she is yelling at the staff... loooooooool

*takes deep breath*...
I bought new glasses, goin' to Malaysia tomorrow inshalla, gonna miss alot of people, might not blog there but I'll try to, my head really hurts, goin' to Casper & Gambini's for breakfast with friends at 8:30 a.m to say goodbye, I forgot to pack my bag so I'll do it in the morning inshalla, want to buy alot of stuff but I have a really tight budget lil2asaf...
*breathes heavily*

I have two brothers, one is going to collage in Malaysia and the other is turning 2 thanawi but he also wants to go to school in Malaysia, and my dad suggested that I go with them :S:S highschool and collage but I don't want to...

I know that Malaysia is great but I already have a life here and there are people I'll miss and things I want to do here and people I want to meet

I don't know what to do... what do ya think??

Both my mom and my dad are telling me that I'm sick because I like watching stuff they don't like!

Some people are into flowers, some people are into animals, other people are into blood...death, killing and stuff like that!!

This picture is NOT sick...I am NOT sick!! am I??

Weird most stupid dream

I felt it was real... but a bit blurry.
I was at an outdoor party (all grown ups) they didnt have faces (dunno why) and there were these stairs that lead to know where, really high... I saw my friend (who is currently in China)and his cousins siting on the stairs (they weren't really high but ppl couldnt see them)
anyhoo, i ran up those stairs, sat with them and suddenly I saw ourselfes smoking weed :S:S:S:S
A whole lot of it!!!... at first I felt that it was real, I kept telling myself that I'm an idiot and a jackass but when I woke up I realized that it was just a dream... and i dont know why i dont know why ashtahet weed :S:S:S:S

So I had a cup of tea with milk, turned on the computer, checked my e-mail and writing this post...