In my hour of need, you're always there
Now it's time for me to be there for you too
I want to stay with you, mom
Stand beside yo in everything
I want to hold you and never let go
Fight away all of your fears
I'll be there for you, when you walk through the fire
I'll be there for you, when the flames get higher

I love you

Dad... I will stab you in your sleep
Make a wound so very deep
You can't see me but I can see you
I know you love but I really hate you
Cuz of all the shit you put her through
I don't want you to die, I just want you to suffer
Like we did
I want to watch you rot in the deepest darkest pit of hell
Being a fraud can only last so long, you should know

I think I need some time alone to think about stuff
Be back soon inshalla w God help us all...

I'M F***ING GOING CRAZY!!
OUR F***ING PHYSICS TEACHER F***ING TOLD US TO MAKE A F***ING BA7TH ON ANYTHING IN PHYSICS!!
AND I CAN'T FIND SHIT!!
IT'S BEEN MORE THAN 3 HOURS AND I'VE FINALLY STOPPED!! F*** HIM AND F*** THE 2 F***ING GRADES THAT I'LL GET IF I F***ING DO IT!!
F*** PHYSICS, F*** THE INTERNET, F*** GOOGLE, F*** THE PERSON WHO INVENTED GOOGLE, AND F*** NEUTIN (OR WHATEVER HIS NAME IS)
AAAAAAAAAAHHHH SON OF A B@@@@ MOTHERF@@@ER A$$@@@@ AAAAAAH
FUCK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
*breathes heavily*
I'm fine now

In my darkest hour- Megadeth

In my hour of need

ha! no, you're not there...

and though I reached out for you

wouldn't lend a hand.

َ.

Through the darkest hour

grace did not shine on me.

.

It feels so cold, very cold

no one cares for me.

.

Did you ever think I get lonely ?

did you ever think that I needed love ?

did you ever think to stop thinking ?

you're the only one that I'm thinking of...

.

You'll never know how hard I tried

to find my space and satisfy you too.

Things will be better when I'm dead and gone

don't try to understand, knowing you I'm probably wrong.

But, oh, how I lived my life for you!

.

still you'd turn away

now as I die for you,

my flesh still crawls, as I breathe your name

all these years I thought I was wrong

now I know it was you!

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Raise you head, raise your face your eyes

tell me, who you think you are?

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I walk, I walk alone

into the promised land.

There's a better place for mebut it's far, far away

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Everlasting life for me

in a perfect world

but I gotta die first,please god send me on my way !

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Time has a way of taking time,

Loneliness is not only felt be fools.

Alone I call to ease the pain,

yearning to be held by you.

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Alone so alone, I'm lost

Consumed by the pain

the pain, the pain, the pain.

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Won't you hold me again?

And you just laughed, ha! ha! Bitch !

My whole life is work built on the past

but the time has come when all things shall pass

this good thing passed away.

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In my darkest hour