Malaysia truely MY ASS!!

Well, Malaysia isn't the way I expected it to be :(
Everyone said that I'll have fun except one person, and that person was right...
It's either Malaysia is stupid or I go to the wrong places, I can't find the CDs n DVDs I want
FUCK MALAYSIA, I hope it burns... lamman arja3 Jeddah inshalla
And just to make my trip more sucky... my dad and brother are always makin' fun of everything I do, HEY I like going out alone, why the fuck do you care???
I like going out alone without knowing where I'm going and just do whatever the hell I want!!

And right now, I sitting in a lounge in the hotel lobby for the free wireless :P and they have this ragga9a (Egyptian dancer) that is very stupid and everyone is staring at her (even the staff) How do Malaysians like this kind of thing :S:S w msha'3ileen Egyptian music... I want to throw up
w fee Linkin Park fil TV bas ma76oo6 mute :(

Bored as hell, I need someone to talk to :(

UPDATE AFTER A FEW SECONDS!!!
the dancer is sitting next to me and she is yelling at the staff... loooooooool

*takes deep breath*...
I bought new glasses, goin' to Malaysia tomorrow inshalla, gonna miss alot of people, might not blog there but I'll try to, my head really hurts, goin' to Casper & Gambini's for breakfast with friends at 8:30 a.m to say goodbye, I forgot to pack my bag so I'll do it in the morning inshalla, want to buy alot of stuff but I have a really tight budget lil2asaf...
*breathes heavily*

I have two brothers, one is going to collage in Malaysia and the other is turning 2 thanawi but he also wants to go to school in Malaysia, and my dad suggested that I go with them :S:S highschool and collage but I don't want to...

I know that Malaysia is great but I already have a life here and there are people I'll miss and things I want to do here and people I want to meet

I don't know what to do... what do ya think??