Friday, February 29, 2008

The one and only day has come
you'll pay for all the bad things you've done
Reckoning day is finally here
it's the day that you always feared
you look sad burning in flames
you had fun in your life but in the end
there are no more games
NO MORE GAMES

This is the ending of what you've begun
you don't remember what you've done wrong
no one knew about the people you killed
they didn't see the blood on your hands
no one knew about the graves you filled
they didn't see when you got mad

You did the trick
no one saw it coming
thought you were quick
HE will not be forgiving
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Hey, it's been a long time since i last posted cuz my computer was getting fixed
Alot happened since my last post:
1. I got 88%
2.My grandmother passed away
3.I know now who my real friends are
4.Skipped a few days of school
and so on...

Anyway, I really don't have time for writing a new post cuz i have to be at al3aza
bye

Sunday, February 3, 2008

I think I'm depressed

I mean I have most of the symptoms:
  • Sadness and hopelessness. yes
  • Irritability, anger or hostility. too much anger
  • Tearfulness of frequent crying. not alot
  • Withdrawal from friends and family. yes
  • Loss of interest in activities. I do nothing but sleep, eat, watch TV and a little blogging
  • Changes in eating and sleeping habits. I sleep for approximately 16 hours a day
  • Restlessness and agitation. yes
  • Feelings of worthlessness and guilt. yes
  • Lack of enthusiasm and motivation. yes
  • Fatigue or lack of energy. YES!!
  • Difficulty concentrating. yes
  • Thoughts of death or suicide. not ALL the time

I got this from a site, and while I was reading I found this...

Suicide warning signs in teenagers:

  • Talking or joking about committing suicide.
  • Saying things like, “I’d be better off dead,” “I wish I could disappear forever,” or “There’s no way out.”
  • Speaking positively about death or romanticizing dying (“If I died, people might love me more”).
  • Writing stories and poems about death, dying, or suicide.
  • Engaging in reckless behavior or having a lot of accidents resulting in injury.
  • Giving away prized possessions.
  • Saying goodbye to friends and family as if for good.
  • Seeking out weapons, pills, or other ways to kill themselves.

: I know, I so ALL of them but I didn't think it was that serious