FALSE Love

Alot of people fall "in love" with people they don't even know, they just meet on the internet or talk over the phone but the don't really know each other, and that is not Love, it might be a crush or as some people call it "puppy love". You just think you love them only because you imagine them the way you want, you're making them the perfect way... your way.
You have the inexplainable emotions that you're dying to let out but it's too difficult.
I don't think those feelings will ever fade unless you see this person for who they really are.
If you don't see them then those feelings won't go away no matter how hard you try to let them out and move on... they won't go away.
I spend most of my time thinking about her and that really screwed me up. I write all these e-mails that I wish to send her, but I don't, because of the fear of rejection. I've been rejected many times in my life but I can't handle this one.
I want to get her out of my head but she's all I think about.
Maybe if I see her I'll know that I'm not "in Love" and the feelings would go away and I could finally move on (that's if things don't work out).
But for now I try not to think about her that much (haven'y had much luck), I cut myself hoping that the pain of not seeing your face or hearing your voice of feeling your skin would pour out of my arm, I need her to hold me.
THINK TWICW BEFORE YOU TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM