Monday, September 10, 2007

My Biggest Mistake

Regret has become some kind of habit of mine, and is something I really hate about myself.
I always do something big or small, good or bad it doesn't matter I always regret doing it and I think I made a really bad decision and I've been beating myself about it.
I stayed in Jeddah instead of going to highschool in Malaysia, I think I would've been a stronger and better person.
I might be better in English and I would always count on myself...
I'm hoping, I'm praying that I have made the right decision.

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School started a few days ago and it's not too bad, 1st year of highschool seems ok
I hope I get good grades :/

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Hebz, why no more posts???

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

1st yr of highshool is thrilling! mrraa ta'3yeer!!!!

nomore posts..1-cuz i dont have anymore stuff to write about..
and i feel silly. :(

2-and im getting quite busy w/ this school (well u kno m7a66 al an'6ar 3leena..and lotsa goin after education ur own self (nsha6aat, e5tebarat, oo mrraa shdeedeen fee al drjaat: 7'9oor al classes,al '3eeyab..everything)..
and al dof3a mrraa dwafer..22 bint jaboo 100%..i have to shine out dont i?..and lamma yegbloo al bnaat ye3melo "mofa'9la"...ana bel 99,20 jebtlee was6aa....bs fee al nehaya ne'6am al mdrsa mrraa mrrrrraaaa 7elo zayy al jam3aa.u kno....mrraaa GOOD! juss WOW!)
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i feel quite the same too :S
*pats on the shoulder*

juss think things over and make ur desicion...
and think: "YOU ARE always RIGHT"..umm...well if u werent..u learn from ur mistakes? right?! LOL! (rasee gasya :P)

b3deen..5LAA9 PAST IS PAST DUDE LA TEG3OD T7REG FEE NFSAK..right??

Anonymous said...

You sir have made the wrong choice.

Manutdfanatic said...

Everyone regrets at one point or the other. In actual fact, it may be a positive thing: you think about the choices you've made and realise the pros and cons of it. In the long run, this makes you a better decision-maker as a whole.

Don't worry; it'll be better soon.

P.S:-I do think you should've gone to Malaysia for highschool though. But then again, think of it this way: what if you had difficulty in adapting to the environment; what if you didn't exactly fit in with the crowd there; what if you felt homesick to the extent that you couldn't get yourself to actually sit back, relax and/or do something productive? There's not much use in crying over spilt milk, my friend, I'm sure you'll feel happier about your decision to stay here in due time.

Keep your chin up and take care of yourself.
Later.
=)

Bliss said...

i completely agree with manutdfanatic.

A.nagadi said...

Hebz:
Your not silly, just write anything :D
Mashalla 22! e7na wala wa7ed!!
Almohim u like this school

Yeah I think so

Anon:
I7baaaa6

Manutd and Oreo:
Thanks dudes :D