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I'm not like them, but I can pretend
The day is done and I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb, or maybe just happy
I'm so lonely but that's ok I'll shoot myself
And I'm not sad
I'm so happy cuz today I found my friends
They're in my head
I should have stayed away from friends
I should have had more time to spend
I should have died when I was born
I'm so screwd up
And I know that's bad
But I'm not sad