Angry Again

Yup, he finally cracked... he threatend to beat me with a hanger, and throw me out on the street
Here you go "dad"... great job raising a freak
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I hate everything about you
Why am I living with you?
I thought I was dirt
Wanted to be something
I know now that I'm forever dirt
I am a nobody
When I'm dead, you'll know just who I am
I have to get out
But it's a long hard road out of hell
Oh god...
GOD I'm so scared I'm all alone now
Everything about me is wrong
I must be sick I don't belong
Just labeled mentally deranged
LEAVE ME BE
This is who I am
So just leave me alone
No more can you keep me in
Listen f***er, I will win

Life's a bitch, life's a whore
Nothing less and nothing more
I can't escape this hell
I know I can never win
In your blood-filled heart I'm drowning
The love we share seems to go no where
From the way you're acting it seems that you don't care
It's too dark in here and I've lost my light
I need someone to hold me tight
Why don't you LOOK at me?
Why don't you be sad for me?
Why don't you help me?
Why don't you pitty me?
You can see me suffocate
I can find no way
Try to break these heavy walls
Try not to pull me apart
You're aiming straight for the heart
Living it hard enough without you fucking with me
Look at the pain around me
This is what I cry for
Look at the pain around me
This is what I'll die for
My only comfort is death