Angry Again

Yup, he finally cracked... he threatend to beat me with a hanger, and throw me out on the street
Here you go "dad"... great job raising a freak
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I hate everything about you
Why am I living with you?
I thought I was dirt
Wanted to be something
I know now that I'm forever dirt
I am a nobody
When I'm dead, you'll know just who I am
I have to get out
But it's a long hard road out of hell
Oh god...
GOD I'm so scared I'm all alone now
Everything about me is wrong
I must be sick I don't belong
Just labeled mentally deranged
LEAVE ME BE
This is who I am
So just leave me alone
No more can you keep me in
Listen f***er, I will win

In my hour of need, you're always there
Now it's time for me to be there for you too
I want to stay with you, mom
Stand beside yo in everything
I want to hold you and never let go
Fight away all of your fears
I'll be there for you, when you walk through the fire
I'll be there for you, when the flames get higher

I love you

Dad... I will stab you in your sleep
Make a wound so very deep
You can't see me but I can see you
I know you love but I really hate you
Cuz of all the shit you put her through
I don't want you to die, I just want you to suffer
Like we did
I want to watch you rot in the deepest darkest pit of hell
Being a fraud can only last so long, you should know